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[2195.3] perhaps it's worse.

[2196] So much for the you ^{[place = inline] ,} that's the you off
our mind.[2197] And now for the it ^{[place = inline] ,} which I prefer ^{[place = supralinear] it [place = supralinear] that [place = inline] ,} which I must
say I prefer ^{[place = supralinear] [⁁] that [place = inline] ,} what a memory ^{[place = inline] ,} real fly-paper ^{[place = inline] ,} I don't know ^{[place = inline] ,}
I don't prefer it ^{[place = supralinear] [⁁] any more [place = inline] ,} that's all I know ^{[place = inline] ,} so why bother about
it ^{[place = inline] ,} a thing you don't prefer ^{[place = inline] ,} imagine ^{[place = supralinear] just think of} that ^{[place = inline] ,} bothering about
that ^{[place = inline] ,} not on your life ^{[place = supralinear] likely [place = inline] , [place = margin left] perish the thought,} one must wait ^{[place = inline] ,} discover a preference ^{[place = inline] ,}
within one's bosom ^{[place = inline] ,} then it will be time enough to institute
an inquiry.

[2198.1] Moreover ^{[place = inline] ,} that's right ^{[place = inline] ,} connect ^{[place = supralinear] link [place = inline] ,} connect ^{[place = supralinear] link [place = inline] ,} you never
know ^{[place = inline] ,} moreover their attitude towards me has not changed ^{[place = inline] ,} I am
deceived ^{[place = inline] ,} they are deceived ^{[place = inline] ,} they have deceived me ^{[place = inline] ,} they have
tried to deceive me ^{[place = inline] ,} saying that their attitude towards me
had changed ^{[place = inline] ,} but they haven't deceived me ^{[place = inline] ,} i ^{[place = overwritten] I} didn't understand
what they were trying to do ^{[place = inline] ,} I didn't understand what they
were trying to do to me ^{[place = inline] ,} I say what I'm told to say ^{[place = inline] ,} that's
all there is to it ^{[place = inline] ,} perhaps more than there is ^{[place = inline] , [place = supralinear] and yet I wonder,} I don't know ^{[place = inline] ,}

[2198.1] I don't feel a mouth on me ^{[place = inline] ,} I don't feel the ^{[place = supralinear] jostle of} words jostling
in my mouth ^{[place = inline] ,} and when you say a poem you like ^{[place = inline] ,} if you like
poetry, in the tube ^{[place = supralinear] underground [place = inline] ,} or in bed ^{[place = inline] ,} for yourself ^{[place = inline] ,} the words are
there ^{[place = inline] ,} somewhere ^{[place = inline] ,} without the least sound ^{[place = inline] ,} I don't feel that
either ^{[place = inline] ,} words falling ^{[place = inline] ,} you ^{[place = supralinear] don't} know not where ^{[place = inline] ,} you ^{[place = supralinear] don't} know not whence ^{[place = inline] ,}
drops of silence through the silence ^{[place = inline] ,} I don't feel it ^{[place = inline] ,} I don't
feel a mouth on me ^{[place = inline] ,} nor a head ^{[place = inline] ,} do I feel an ear ^{[place = inline] ,} frankly
now ^{[place = inline] ,} do I feel an ear ^{[place = inline] ,} well frankly I don't ^{[place = inline] ,} so much the worse ^{[place = inline] ,}

[2198.1] I don't feel an ear either ^{[place = inline] ,} [2198.2] this is awful ^{[place = inline] ,} make an effort ^{[place = inline] ,}
I must feel something ^{[place = inline] ,} yes ^{[place = inline] ,} I feel something ^{[place = inline] ,} they say I
feel something ^{[place = inline] ,} I don't know what it is ^{[place = inline] ,} I don't know what I
feel ^{[place = inline] ,} x ^{[place = overwritten] t}ell me what I feel ^{[place = supralinear] and} I'll tell you who I am ^{[place = inline] ,} they'll tell
me who I am ^{[place = inline] ,} I won't understand ^{[place = inline] ,} but the thing will be said ^{[place = inline] ,}
they will have said who I am ^{[place = inline] ,} and I'll have heard ^{[place = inline] ,} without an
ear I'll have heard ^{[place = inline] ,} and I'll have said it ^{[place = inline] ,} without a mouth
I'll have said it ^{[place = inline] ,} I'll have heard it inside me ^{[place = inline] ,} then in the

[2198.2] same breath outside me ^{[place = inline] ,} perhaps that's what I feel ^{[place = inline] ,} that
there's an outside and an inside and I ^{[place = supralinear] me} in the middle ^{[place = inline] ,} perhaps
that's what I am ^{[place = inline] ,} the thing that deivides the world in two ^{[place = inline] ,}