MS-HRC-SB-5-10

[2206.2] away^, you don't know for what^, ah yes^{, [⁁] for} something to do^, no no^,
nothing more to be done^, since when^, the beginning of time^,
[2206.3] and ^now enough of that^, unless perhaps^, tha^t's an idea^, let's ^seek
over there^, one last effort^{, seek} what^, pertinent objection^,
let us try and discover^, before we ^seek, what it can ^be, before
we ^seek over there^, over where^, talking unceasingly^{, seeking}
inceassantly ^, in yourself^, outside yourself^{, seeking} no longer
losing your head^, cursing God^, stopping cursing^{, past} bear^ing

[2206.3] ^it, going on bearing ^{it, seeking} indefatigably^, in the world
of nature^, the world of man^, not know where^, where is nature^,
where is man^, what you ^{are seeking,} who is ^{seeking,
seeking} who you are^, supreme aberration^, where you are^,
what you're doing^, what you'^ve done to them^, what they've done
to you^, [2206.4] ^{babbling along,} where are the others^, who is
talking^, not I^, where am I^, where is ^{the place} I've always been^,
where are the others^, it is they are talking^, talking to me^,

[2206.4] talking of me^, I hear them^, I'm ^speechless, what do they want^,
what have I done to them^, what have I done to God^, what have they
done to God^, what has God done to us^, nothing^, and we've done
nothing to him^, you can't do anything to him^, he can't do any-
thing to us^, we're innocent^, he's innocent^, it's nobody's fault^,
what's nobody's fault^, this state of affairs^, what state of
affairs^, so it is^, so be it^, don't fret^, so it will be^, how so^{,
rattling on, dying of} thirst^, losing your head^{, seeking}

[2206.4] dtereminedly ^{, seeking} no longer^{, seeking} again^, what ^{it is they} they
want^, they want me to be^, this^, that^, they want me to howl^, stir^,
emerge from here^, be born^, die^, listen^, I'm listening^, [2206.5] ⁱt's not
enough^, I must understand^, I'm doing my best^, I can't unde^rstand^,
I stop doing my best^, I can't do my best^, I've had enough^, poor