Digital Manuscript ProjectL'Innommable / The Unnamable

[1638] have to come and stick into me, as in the they
case ofstuck them did into their unfortunate
Jesus.[1639] No, I need nobody, they'll start
sprouting up under xxx my arse, unaided,
some day when I feel myself soaring above
my condition.[1640] A bowl of th A billy bowl
of thorns, and the air sweet smelling.
[1641]
But not too fast.[1642] I still leave to be
desired, I have no technique, none.
[1643]
For example, in case you don't believe me,
I have not yet learned don't yet know how how to move, either
locally, in relation to myself, or bodily,
in relation to the shit.[1644] I don't know how to
want to, I want to in vain.
[1647] Some
nice point in semantics, for example, of a
nature to to accelerate the march of time the hours,
could not retain my attention.[1648] For others
the [⁁] [ADDITION]Addition on page
21vtime-abolishing [⁁] joys of impersonal and disinterested
speculation.
[1651]
To think so would be to underestimate the
extent of the repertory in which I am
plunged and which, it appears, is nothing
compared to what is waiting for me at
the conclusion of my novitiate.[1652] These lights,
gleaming low afar, xxx then rearing up,
in a blaze and sweeping upon me, blinding,
to devour me, x are merely one example.
[1653]
My familiarity with them avails me nothing,
each time they give me to reflect.[1654] Invariably [ADDITION]Addition on page
21vEach time up to now
at the last moment up to now
at the last moment, just as I am beginning
to sizzle, they go out, smoking and hissing,
I know, and xxx nevertheless each
time I xx my phlegm is shattered.
[1655]
And in my head, which I am beginning
to locate to my satisfaction, above and a
little to the right, the sparks spurt and
dash themselves out against the walls.
[1656]
Sometimes I tell say to myself that I too am in my
head, it's terror makes me say say it,
and the longing to be in safety, surrounded
on all sides by massive bone.
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