Samuel Beckett
Digital Manuscript Project
L'Innommable / The Unnamable

MS-HRC-SB-5-9-2

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[1638] have to come and stick into me, as in the
case of
they stuck them [place = supralinear] did into their unfortunate
Jesus.
[1639] No, I need nobody, they'll start
sprouting up under xxx my arse, unaided,
some day when I feel myself soaring above
my condition.
[1640] A bowl of th A billy bowl
of thorns, and the air sweet smelling.

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[1641] But not too fast.[1642] I still leave to be
desired, I have no technique, none.
[1643] For example, in case you don't believe me,
I have not yet learned [place = supralinear] don't yet know how how to move, either
locally, in relation to myself, or bodily,
in relation to the shit.
[1644] I don't know how to
want to, I want to in vain.

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[1645] What doesn't
come from me is knocking has come to the
wrong address.
[1646] Similarly the [place = supralinear] my understanding
is not sufficiently well-oiled to function
xxx without the pressure of some critical
circumstance, as for example a sudden
violent pain felt for the first time.

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[1647] Some
nice point in semantics, for example, of a
nature to to accelerate the march of time [place = supralinear] the hours,
could not retain my attention.
[1648] For others
the [] [place = facing leaf] [ADDITION]Addition on page 21vtime-abolishing [] joys of impersonal and disinterested
speculation.

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[1649] I only think, if that is the
name for this vertiginous panic as of
hornets smoked hornets smoked out of their
nest, once a certain degree of terror has been
exceeded.
[1650] Does this mean that I am less and
less exposed to it, by the grace of inurement?

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[1651] To think so would be to underestimate the
extent of the repertory in which I am
plunged and which, it appears, is nothing
compared to what is waiting for me at
the conclusion of my novitiate.
[1652] These lights,
gleaming low afar, xxx then rearing up,
in a blaze and sweeping upon me, blinding,
to devour me, x are merely one example.

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[1653] My familiarity with them avails me nothing,
each time they give me to reflect.
[1654] Invariably
at the last moment up to now
[place = facing leaf] [ADDITION]Addition on page 21vEach time up to now
at the last moment, just as I am beginning
to sizzle, they go out, smoking and hissing,
I know, and xxx nevertheless each
time I xx my phlegm is shattered.

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[1655] And in my head, which I am beginning
to locate to my satisfaction, above and a
little to the right, the sparks spurt and
dash themselves out against the walls.

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[1656] Sometimes I tell [place = supralinear] say to myself that I too am in my
head, it's terror makes me say say it,
and the longing to be in safety, surrounded
on all sides by massive bone.

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[1657] And I add
that I am foolish to let myself be frightened
by another's thoughts, lacerating my sky
with inno harmless gleams and besieging me
with noises signifying nothing.
[1658] But one thing
at a time.
[1659] And often all sleeps, as when
I was really Worm, except this voice

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