Digital Manuscript ProjectKrapp's Last Tape / La Dernière Bande

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and ledger violently from table, switches on machine,
resumes his pose.) and ledger violently from table, wind
x [place = overwritten] s tape back to be-
ginning, swithc switches on machine, resumes pose.)[0086] Thirty-
seven today,and sound apparently in wind and limb,[↑] [place = margin top] as a whistle, apart
from the old trouble, and intellectually I have little doubt
at the peak of my powers, or thereabouts.[0087] Celebrated the
awful occasion, as in recent years, quietly at the Winehouse.
[0088] No face there I knew.[0089] Sprawled before [place = supralinear] in front of the fire with closed
eyes, separating the grain from the chaff.[0090] Jotted down a
few notes, on the back of an [place = supralinear] old envelope.[0091] Good to be home
again, in my old rags.[0097] The new light above my table is a
great improvement.[0098] With all this darkness round me I feel
less alone.[0099] (Pause.)[0100] In a way.[0101] (Pause.)[0102] I liked to get up
and move about in it, then back here to...(hesitates)...
me.
[0110] Extraordinary silence this evening. I strain my ears and
do not hear [place = overwritten] r a sound.[0111] Old Miss Beamish [place = supralinear] Hare always sings at this
hour.[0113] Songs of her child [place = supralinear] girlhood, she says.[0112] I admire her
But not tonight.[0115] I admire her. [place = margin left] Wonderful woman.[⁁][0116] [place = margin left] Connaught.[0118] Shall I sing when I am her
age, if I ever am?[0119] Unlikely. [place = margin left] No. Hardly.[⁁][0121] Did I sing as a boy?[0122] No.[0124] Did
I ever sing. [place = overwritten] ?[0125] No.
[0126] Pause.
[0127] I have just listened to an old year, passages at random.
[0128] I did not check in the book, but it must be at least ten
or twelve years ago.[0129] At that time O [place = overwritten] I was [place = supralinear] still living on and off
with Furry [place = margin left] Bianca [⁁] in Trafalgar Street.[0130] Well out of that.[0131] Hopeless
business.[0133] Not much reference to her. A queer passage about
her eyes.[0135] I suddenly saw them ag [place = overwritten] gain.[0137] Matchless.[0138] (Pause.)
[0139] Ah well.[0140] (Pause.)
[0141] These old P.M.s a [place = inline] re gruesome, but I -
(A switches off, broods, switches on again) - [place = supralinear] always find them
a help before embarking on a new -er - conspectus new...
(hesitates)... conspectus.[0142] Hard to believe I was ever that young pup young pup.[0143] The voice is not mine. [place = supralinear] That voice![0145] Aspirations. [place = margin left] The [place = margin left] And the aspirations![0146] (Brief
laugh in which A joins.)[0147] Resolutions. [place = margin left] The [place = margin left] And the resolutions![0148] (Bried [place = overwritten] f laugh in which
A joins.)[0149] To drink less, in particular.[0150] [place = margin left] (Brief laugh of A alone.)
[0151] Statistice [place = overwritten] s.[0152] Seven-
teen hundred hours, out of the preceding eight thousand odd,
consumed on licensed premises alone.[0153] [place = margin left] Over 20%.[⁁][0155] Plans for a less wear-
ing sexual life.[0156] Last illness of his father.Flagging pur-suit of happiness suit of happiness
[0157] Flagging pur-suit of happiness suit of happiness
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