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24
60
1440
___60
3)864.00
288.00
30.000 pauses of 3 se
3 secs = 1 day's pause
365 x 24 x 60 x 60
365
__24
1460
730_
8760 hours
___60
528600 minutes
_______60
864. )31.716.000 |36
2592
.5796
5184
.612
30 million seconds in a year
how many pauses [place = supralinear] silences of 3 seconds to
make total silence of 24 hrs.
= 86.000 seconds
365 pauses of 3 seconds
60)
60)1000
16
2.500.0
86)31.716
95
quiet with them.
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365
1000 pauses
1 pause every thousand
seconds
4
1/4 every hour = 1 in 4
1/2 2 . 4
3/4 - 3 . 4
3
? pauses in 4 hours to obtain 1 h
1/4 = 5 x 3 minutes
300 x 3 secs
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1/365
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This it is certainly among other things that keeps
me going
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I am not speaking to myself, more than that I cannot
say, I am not speaking to myself, I have no
need whatsoever of that, I have nothing whatsoever [place = supralinear] there is nothing I wish to say,
to say, every word is [place = supralinear] mild torture xx I would give
all I have xx to be silent [place = supralinear] stop, DOODLE 22 but I have nothing,
nothing left, or there are no takers, how I
understand them, more than that I cannot
say. I am not speaking to myself and
I am not speaking voluntarily [place = supralinear] wd. give all I have to stop, this is not
intended as information. I have no information
Pause Long p [place = overwritten] Pause
I do of course get some silence, as just now,
when I pause go silent. pause after a period.
Long pause
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backxx, [place = supralinear] flat, stretched out xxx pillow.
back, flat, no pillow, under the chandelier [⁁] [place = supralinear] blazing,
the eyes - (Pause.) Closed mostly, then
suddenly open and gaze up unblinking half a
minute forty seconds undazzled. (Tone of
irritated expostulation.) Get up. Draw the -
curtains (Pause.) Fling open the curtains, the
windows, let in the sun, the breeze, [place = supralinear] pour in, go out,
sun, breeze, flowers, birds, get up, open all up,
go out, live! (Pause) Can't you! (Pause.)
The voice [place = inline] Normal tone.) The voice (assuming voice, low,
fast, breathless.) Ah you and your living, will
you leave off talking to me about living. (Panting.)
What else am I doing only living, what else do you
call this I'm doing only living? (Panting.)
Is it because I'm lying here quiet with my thoughts -
(panting) - not whining after anything and not
pawing over anything - (panting) - that I
amn't living? (Norm (Pause. Normal voice.)
The thoughts. (Pause) How it is that - (Pause.)
how it is you can't [place = supralinear] one cannot see the - (pause) - xxx cause.
(Pause. xxx xxx cause. (Pause.) Lie there in possession [place = supralinear] knowing
xx all the facts with [place = supralinear] and nothing else [place = supralinear] other to do and not [place = supralinear] never see the
xxx xxx [place = supralinear] cause. (Pause.) What has become of the need for help.
(Pause.) Quiet with them. (Assumed voice, vehement.)
Take it away! Take it away! Go away! (Panting.
Normal voice.) Turn it off! (Panting. Normal voice.)
Sings Songs. (Sing. (Sings.)
. . . . . .
. . . . . . .
(Pause. Sings)
. . . . . . .
. . . . . . .
(Pause)
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(Pause of [place = supralinear] 1 to 2 seconds every minute or minute & a half
at least a week's silence in year)
These pauses [place = supralinear] silences [place = supralinear] pauses scarcely more than for breath[⁁] [place = supralinear] and I do not count the others [place = supralinear] the commas these pauses between periods are not on a average ...
of an average ... on an average more than of say [place = supralinear] do not exceed more than say from one
to two seconds [place = supralinear] on an average any single one and I have calculated,
I have calculated while going along but they add [place = supralinear] mount up
and I have calculated reckoned, I have reckoned on
whilst going along that that one [place = supralinear] on an average every minute on an
average mounts up to a week a year I think this is
accurate, a week's silence week's silence so why
would I complain, I do not, this it is undoubtedly
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