MS-HRC-SB-5-9-2

[1097] really only one thing that worries me, and that
is the [thou] prospect of [hanging] being [hanged] ^{[xxx] [↑]throttled},
if I should happen ever happen to
shorten further.[1098] Asphyxia![1099] I who
was always the respiratory type,[1100] witness
this thoracic cage (?) mine still, together with
the abdomen.

[1101] I who murmured, when
I remembered, at every inhalation,
Here comes the oxygen again, and each time
I breathed out, There go the impurities,
the blood is bright again bright red again.

[1102] The blue face.[1103] The obscene protrusion of the
tongue.[1104] The tumefaction of the penis.
[1105] The penis, that's a surprise, I'd forgotten
I had one.[1106] What a pity I have no
arms, there might be something to be
squeezed from it.[1107] No, tis better thus.

[1108] At my age, to start masturbating ^{manstuprating} again,
it would be indecent.[1109] And fruitless.
[1110] After all, [perhaps] one never knows.[1111] With
good steady pulling a yo heave ho
and concentrating with all my strength
on a horse's rump, at the moment when
the tail rises, who knows, I might not
go empty-handed away.

[1112] Is it [xxx],
[x] do I feel it flutter? Heavens, I almost
felt it flutter![1113] Does this mean they didn't
geld me?[1114] I could have sworn they had
gelt me.[1115] But perhaps I am getting them ^{muddled up}
mixed up with other scrota (bags, pouches,
purses).[1116] Not another stir out of it [any] in any
case.[1117] I'll concentrate again.[1118] A Cleveland.

[1119] Come, come, [xxx] a little cooperation, please,
finish dying, it's the least you can ^might do, after
all the trouble they've taken, to make
[you live] bring you to life.[1120] The worst is over.
[1121] They've assassinated you often enough, suicided
you often enough sufficiently assassinated
you, sufficiently suicided you, for you to
stand now on your own feet, like a big boy.

[1122] That's what I tell myself.[1123] And I add, in
a passion, Slough off this immortal
inertia, it's out of place, in this society.
[1124] They can't do everything.[1125] They have put
you on the right road, they have held led you
by the hand to the very edge of the precipice,
now it's up to you, with an unassisted last
step, to show them your gratitude.

[1126] I
like this colourful language, these bold
metaphors and apostrophes.[1127] Through the
splendours of nature they dragged a
paralytic, and now [that xxx] that [xxx] ^{there is}
[xxx] nothing ^more to admire my duty is to
jump, so that it may be said, There goes another