Samuel Beckett
Digital Manuscript Project
Molloy

MS-WU-MSS008-3-50-2

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[3305] he would raise his head and find himself alone, in a strange place, and
when I, waking from my reverie, would turn and find him gone?
[3306] I toyed
briefly with the idea of attaching him to me by means of a long rope, its
two ends tied about our waists.
[3307] There are various ways of attracting
attention and I was not sure that this was one of the good ones.

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[3308] And he
might have undone his knots in silence, and escaped, leaving me to go on
my way alone, followed by a long rope trailing in the dust, like a burgess
of Calais.
[3309] Until such time as the rope, catching on some fixed or heavy
object, swhould stop me dead in my stride.
[3310] We should have needed, not the
soft and silent rope, but a chain, which was not to be dreamt of.

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[3311] And yet
I did dream of it, for an instant I amused myself dreaming of it,
imagining myself in a world less ill contrived and wondering how, having
nothing more than a simple chain, without collar or band or gyves or
fetters of any kind, I could chain my son to me in such a way as to
prevent him from ever shaking me off again.

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[3312] It was a simple problem of
toils and knots and I could have solved it at a pinch.
[3313] But already I was
called elsewhere by the image of my son no longer behind me, but before me.
[3314] Thus in the rear I could keep my eye on him and intervene, at the least
false movement he might make.
[3315] But apart from having other parts to play,
during this expedition, than those of keeper and sick nurse, the prospect
was more than I could bear of being unable to move a step without having
before my eyes my son's little sullen plump body.
[3316] Come here! I cried.

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[3317] For on hearing me say we were to go to the left hae had gone to the left,
as if his dearest wish was to infuriate me.
[3318] Slumped over my umbrella, my
head sunk as beneath a malediction, the fingers of my free hand between
two slats of the wicket, I no more stirred than if I had been of stone.
[3319] So
he came back a second time.
[3320] I tell you to keep behind me and you go
before me, I said.

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