MS-TCD-4664

... and xxx ^while it was not clear at first that she
was now in position meaning of course no further
positions and what is more ^{to the point} no further change
of position worth mentioning such as for example
turning over on the side (xxx) ^{(on face)} now the
one side now the xxx other ^{in order} to rest and relieve

the back and even as some are seen to do when
thex sides are weary ^over on the face breasts permitting,
while this was not yet clear meaning to her en-
tourage not yet even to them though to her quite
clear that she was now in position

(Normal voice)
... leave her like that without in the state she
was in - and here he paused ^halted with his hand
on the door-knob and turned back to look
at her - leave her like that knowing the
state she was in to look at her?

No, just
turned back. Weary ^Sick of the sight - leave
(curtain) - leave her like that knowing
the state she was in - here he turned and
let her see his face - without hearing her out
or a word of explanation or a word ... as to
when ... perhaps soon ... again, did he
not realize, (violently) did he not
realize?

(Pause. Assuredly.) He did.
He thought he did. And that to hear her out wd.
be ^only to hear ^again what he had heard a thousand
times already. And that to explain would
be ^only to say ^again what he sai had said a thousand
times already. And that he had to go away -
meaning a journey - and did not know
when he would be back.

But that when ^{he was}
he got back back ... And that everyone had their
troubles. All to the carpet, beyond ^through her.
(Long pause) She got her bottom off her heels,
then off up off her knees xx her feet and to over to
the window, pulling the xxx to ^drawing closing the
curtains behind her to shut off the light of
the room and see into the street.

He turned
over and made ^off, his shadow lengthening
before him till he was half way to the street
lamp, still lengthening behind him.
(Long pause.) Conclusion. (Begin tears) Conclusion.

(Long pause) Oh time giver of light - (Pause.)
Oh time when we come to this and ^.... this dark where she was
laid so long ago this prayer giver of light and taker
of it away take it away. (Pause. Tears, at length.
End of tears. Pause.) Conclusion. The body. On its