Digital Manuscript ProjectThat Time / Cette fois

to see was the xxx old ruin still there, what year
was that, took the eleven eleven to the
terminus end of the line and then, xxxxed no, there were
no trams then, all gone by then, what year
was then, when you went back after all
the years, not a tram left in the place, only the
old rails,
[0018] off the boat and up with the grip to
main street and all the xxx wires gone,
just the rai nothing but left only the rails, was your
what year was that, was your mother still -,
ah for God's sake not at all, all gone long
ago, where did you stay then, that time
you went back to see was the old ruin still
there, someone's folly they said it was,
[0021] Barrington Maguire was it, Barrington'Maguires
Folly,
nothing left bit of the tower still standing,
all the rest rubble & nettles, where xi was
it you stayed then, all the homes gone,
was it that kip on the front where you went to -,
no, that was another time, Dolly was with
you then, no matter, or was it Nelly, no
matter, only one night in any case, after
[0021] all those years, off the boat one morning & back
on her again the next, to see was the only
ruin still there where you used to xxx play as a
xxx x xxggyboy child, slip off and when
they weren't looking and hide all day,
nettles xxx sitting on a stone in the
middle of the nettles with a book, [0025] or
xxx talking to yourself out loxd loud,
[0025] imaginary conversations, there was play
for you - ten years old or eleven sitting in xx an old ruin
on a stone in the middle of the nettles
inventing conversations, muttering till
you were hoarse now with the one voice now
with the other, well into the nig into the
night some moods, have them all out on
the roads looking for you,
[0032] well we've
had all that, now that time you went
back to see was the old ruin still there
in the field, straight off the boat and up
on to the main street to catch the eleven,
straigh neither right nor left only one thought
in your mind, not a curse for the old
places the old names, xx just head down
[0032] straight up from the pier to the old stop,
where the stop used to be was & stood there waiting
with the grip in your hand xxx till
the truth began to dawn [0035] on you, no getting
to it that way so what next, no question
of stopping xxx xxx to enquire asking bite die rather, foot it
your tongue off first
up to the railway station and get it out
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