Digital Manuscript ProjectL'Innommable / The Unnamable

[1555] And the starching begin at last, of this
old clout so patiently pawed in vain,
as limp and drooping still as before they began.
[1556]
But it is solely a question of voices,
every other image is to be rejected.[1557] Let
it go through me at last, the right one, the
last one, his who has none, by his own confession.
[1563] No, I have no voice,
in this matter I have no voice.[1564] That's one
of the reasons why I confused myself with
Worm.[1565] But I have no reasons either, no reason,
I'm like Worm, with no voice or reason,
I'm Worm, no, if I was Worm I wouldn't know
it, I wouldn't say it, I wouldn't say anything,
I'd be Worm.
[1566] But I don't say anything, I
don't know anything, these voices are not mine,
nor these thoughts, but the voices and the thoughts
of the enemies who inhabit me.[1567] Who
make me say that I can't be Worm, the inex-
pugnable.[1568] Who make me say that I am he
perhaps, as they are.[1569] Who make me say
that, since I can't be he, I must be he.
[1572] As if, and a
little silence, as if I were big enough
now to take a hint and understand,
certain things, but they're wrong, I need
explanations, of everything, and even
[1572] then, I don't understand, that's how I'll
sicken them in the end, by my stupidity, [⁁] [ADDITION]Addition on page
18vso they say
, to lull me , to make me
think I am more stupid than I am.
[1573] And
is it still they who say that when I am Worm
at last, and surprise them all, I'll be at
last Mahood, Worm proving to be Mahood,
the moment one is he.
[1574] Ah if only they could begin,
and do with me what they will, and succeed
at last, in doing with me what they will, I
am ready to be whatever they will, I am
tired of being matter, matter, pawed and pummeled endlessly in vain.
[1575]
Or give up and leave me lying there in a heap,
in such a heap that nobody would be ever
found again, mad enough to try and
fashion it.[1576] But they are not of one mind,
they are all of the same kidney and yet they
don't know what they want to do with me,
they don't know where I am, or what I'm
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L'Innommable / The Unnamable © 2013 Samuel Beckett Digital Manuscript Project.
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