Samuel Beckett
Digital Manuscript Project
Molloy

MS-BRML-NWWR-2-38

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[0526] was my life, and that I judge it, as it is said that God will
judge us, and with no less impertinence.
[0527] To decompose is to live
too, I know, I know, don't torment me, but one sometimes forgets.

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[0528] And of that life [place = inline] , too [place = inline] , I shall tell you perhaps one day, the day when
I know that when I thought I knew I was merely existing, and that
passion without form or stations will have devoured me down to
the rotting flesh itself, and that when I know that I know nothing,
I am only crying out as I have always cried out, more or less
piercingly, more or less openly.

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[0529] Let me cry out then, it's
said to be good for you.
[0530] Yes, let me cry out, this time, then
another time perhaps, then perhaps a last time.
[0531] Cry out that
the decling [place = overwritten] ii [place = overwritten] ng sun fell full ont [place = overwritten] the white wall of the barracks.

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[0532] It was like being in China. [0533] A confused shadow was cast. [0534] It was
I and my bicycle.
[0535] I began to play, gesticulating, waving my hat,
moving my bicy [place = supralinear] cle to and fro before me, blowing the horn,
[0536] watching
the wall.
[0537] They were watching me through the bars, I felt their
eyes upon me.
[0538] The policeman on guard at the door told me to go
away.
[0539] He needn't have, I was calm again.

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[0540] The shadow in the end
is no better than the substance.
[0541] I asked the man to help me, to
have pity on me.
[0542] He didn't understand. [0543] I thought of the food I
had refused.
[0544] I took a pebble from my pocket and sucked it. [0545] It
was smooth, from having been sucked so long by me, and beaten by
the storm.

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[0546] A little pebble in your mouth, round and smooth,
appeases, soothes, makes you forget your hunger, forget your
thirst.
[0547] The man came toward mw [place = supralinear] e, displeased by my slowness. [0548] Him [place = inline] ,
too [place = inline] , they were watching, through the windows.
[0549] Somewhere someone
laughed.
[0550] Inside me [place = inline] , too [place = inline] , someone was laughing. [0551] I took my sick leg
in my hands and passed it over the frame.
[0552] I went. [0553] I had forgotten
where I was going.
[0554] I stopped to think. [0555] It is difficult to think

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