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[2254] then mixture of Macmann and agony as long as possible.
[2255] It does
not depend on me, my lead is not inexhaustible, nor my exercise-
book, nor Macmann, nor myself in spite of appearances.
[2256] That all
may be wiped out at the same instant is all I ask, for the moment.
[2260] The visit.
[2261] I felt a violent blow on the head.
[2262] He had
perhaps been there for some time.
[2263] One does not care to be kept
waiting for ever, one draws attention to oneself as best one can,
it's human.
[2264] I don't doubt he gave me due warning, before he hit me.
[2265] I don't know what he wanted.
[2266] He's gone now.
[2267] What an idea, all the
same, to hit me on the head.
[2268] The light has been queer ever since,
oh I insinuate nothing, dim and at the same time radiant, perhaps
I have concussion.
[2269] His mouth opened, his lips worked, but I heard
nothing.
[2270] He might just as well have said nothing.
[2271] And yet I am
not deaf, witness the aeroplane, if I hear nothing it is because
there is nothing to hear.
[2272] But perhaps life has dulled my irritabil-
ity to specifically human sounds.
[2273] I myself for example make no
sound, well well, can't go back on it now, no, not the tiniest.
[2274] And yet I pant, cough, moan and gulp right up against my ear, I
could swear to it.
[2275] In other words I do not know to what I owe the
honour [₰].
[2276] He seemed vexed.
[2277] Must I describe him?
[2278] Why not?
[2279] He may
be important.
[2280] I had a clear view of him.
[2281] Black suit of antiquated
cut, or perhaps come back into the fashion, black tie, snow-white
shirt, heavily starched clown's cuffs almost entirely covering
the hands, oily black hair, a long, dismal, glabrous, floury face,
sombre lacklustre eyes, medium height and build, block-hat pressed
delicately to stomach with finger-tips, then without warning in a
gesture of extraordinary suddenness and precision slapped on skull.
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