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[1162] to fall, ^{[place = margin left] [₰]} I lay down, or I wedged myself as ^{[place = supralinear] [⁁]where} I stood so firmly that nothing
short of an earthquake could have dislodged me, and I waited. [1163] But these
were precautions I did not always take, preferring the fall to the
nuisance ^{[place = supralinear] [⁁]trouble} of having to lie down or stand fast. [1164] Whereas the falls I
suffered when with Lousse did not give me a chance to circumvent them.

[1165] But all the same they surprised me less, they were more in keeping with
me, than the little leps ^{[place = supralinear] [⁁]bounds}. [1166] For even as a child I do not remember er ^{[place = overwritten] v}er
having leaped ^{[place = supralinear] [⁁]bounded}, neither rage nor pain ever made me leap ^{[place = supralinear] [⁁]bound}, even as a child,
however ill-qualified I am to speak of that time. [1167] Now with regard to my
fooe ^{[place = overwritten] d}, it seems to me I ate it as ^{[place = supralinear] ,} when and where it best suited me. [1168] I
never had to call for it.

[1169] It was brought to me, wherever I happened to
be, on a tray. [1170] I can still see the tray, almost at will, it was round,
with a low rim, to keep the things from falling off, and coated with red
lacquer, cracking here and there. [1171] It was small too, as became a tray
having to hold a single dish and one slab of bread. [1172] For the little I
ate I crammed into my mouth with my hands, and the ba ^{[place = overwritten] o [place = supralinear] o}ttles I drank from
the bottle were brought to me separately, in a basket.

[1173] But this basket
made no impression on me, good or bad, and I couldn't ^{[place = supralinear] [⁁]could not} tell you what it
was like. [1174] And many a time, having strayed for one reason or another from
the place where the meal had been brought to me, I couldn't ^{[place = supralinear] [⁁]could not} find it again,
when I felt the desire to eat. [1175] Then I searched high and low, often with
sucf ^{[place = overwritten] c}ess, being fairly familiar with the places where I wq ^{[place = overwritten] a}s likely to have
been, but often too in vain.

[1176] Or I did not search at all, preferring
hunger and thirst to the nuisance ^{[place = supralinear] [⁁]trouble} of having to search without being sure
of finding, or ^{[place = supralinear] of having} to ask for another tray to be brought, and another basket,
or the same, to the place where I was. [1177] It was then I regretted my
sucking-stone. [1178] And when I talk of preferring, for example, or regretting,
it must not be supposed that I opted for the least evil, and adopted it,
for that would be wrong. [1179] But not knowing exactly what I was doing or