MS-HRC-SB-5-3

[0007] who? ... what? ... no ... ^{[place = margin right] [₰]} no! ... SHE! ^{[place = margin right] she!} ...
(pause and movement 1 ) ... found herself in the
dark ... [0008] and if not exactly ... insentient ... in-
sentient ... for she could still hear the buzzing
... so-called! ^{[place = margin left] [₰]} ... in the ears ... and a ray of
light came and went ... came and went ... such

[0008] as the moon might cast ... drifting ... in and out
of cloud ... but so dulled ... feeling ... feeling
so dulled ... she did not know ... what position
she was in! ^{[place = margin left] [₰]} ... imagine! ... what position she was
in! ^{[place = margin left] ! .}.. whether standing ... or sitting ... but the
brain - ^{[place = margin left] ...} what? ... kneeling? ... yes ... whether

[0008] standing ... or sitting ... or kneeling ... but the
brain - ... what? ... lying? ... yes ... whether
standing ... or sitting ... or kneeling ... or lying
[0009] ... but the brain still ... still ... in a way ... for
her first thought was ... oh long after ! ^{[place = margin left] [₰]} ... sudden
flash ... brought up as she had been to believe ...

[0009] with the other waifs ... in a merciful ... (brief
laugh ) ... God ... (good laugh ) ... [0010] first thought
was ... oh long after ^{[place = margin left] ... sudden flash} ... she was being punished
... for her sins ... a number of which then ...
further proof if proof were needed ... flashed through
her mind ... one after another ... [0011] then dismissed as

[0011] foolish ... oh long after! ^{[place = margin left] [₰]} ... this thought dismissed
... as she suddenly realized ... gradually realized
... she was not suffering. ^{[place = inline] ..}imagine! ... not suffering! ^{[place = margin right] !}
... indeed could not remember ... off-hand ... when
she had suffered less ... unless of course she was
... meant to be suffering ... ha! ... thought to be

[0011] suffering ... just as the odd time ... in her life ...
when clearly intended to be having pleasure ... she
was in fact ... having none ... not the slightest ...
in which case of course ... that notion of punishment
... for some sin or other ... or for the lot ... or no
particular reason ... for its own sake ... thing

[0011] she understood perfectly ... that notion of punish-
ment ... which had first occurred to her ... brought
up as she had been to believe ... with the other waifs
... in a merciful ... (brief laugh ) ... God ...
(good laugh ) ... first occurred to her ... then dis-
missed ... as foolish ... was perhaps not so foolish

[0011] ... after all ... so on ... all that ... vain reason-
ings ... [0012] till another thought ... oh long after! ^{[place = margin left] [₰]} ...
sudden flash ... very foolish really but - ... what?
... the buzzing? ... yes ... all the time the buzzing
... so-called! ^{[place = margin left] [₰]} ... in the ears ... though of course