Samuel Beckett
Digital Manuscript Project
Not I / Pas moi

MS-UoR-1227-7-12-1

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Segment 1

[0004] birth into the [place = supralinear] this world ... this world ... of a small [place = supralinear] tiny
baby boy or girl [place = supralinear] in a small ... what? ... girl? ... [] [place = suparlinear] vast place ......
xxx pllace
... birth then into this ... [] [place = suparlinear] vast place of [place = inline] a tiny
a [place = supralinear] small baby girl in a small place [place = supralinear] hole in the lowlands [place = supralinear] on the coast
by the name of named in the downs [place = supralinear] bog
named ... what? .. the xxx xxx downs?
no ... no! ... the downs [place = supralinear] bog! ... small hole in
the downs [place = supralinear] bog named ... named ... no matter ...

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Segment 2

[0005] to parents unknown ... he having vanished
into thin air months after into thin air no sooner
done his devilish work and she similarly nine
months later almost to the minute ...
[0006] no love then
such as usually [place = supralinear] normally lavished on the newborn ...
in the home ... nor indeed for that matter any
of any kind at any subsequent time ... usual
affair then ... nothing particular to note [place = supralinear] worthy of mention ...

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[0007] till coming up to sixty this ... what? ...
sixty-five? ... my God ... coming up to 65 ...
walking in a field with her [place = supralinear] my youngest grandchild
looking [place = supralinear] searching for cowslips to make a ball ... when suddenly
all went out ... all that [] [place = supralinear] early April morning light ...
and she [place = supralinear] I found her [place = supralinear] myself in the dark ...

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[0008] without
feeling as it were of any kind and if not
exactly insentient ... insentient for she [place = inline] I
could still hear the buzzing in her [place = supralinear] my ears ...
so loosely [] [place = supralinear] so called ... and a ray of light came and
went ... came and went ... beam of the moon [place = supralinear] such as the moon sheds drifting ...
in & out of cloud ... but so reduced ...

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Segment 5

[0008] sensation ... sensation so reduced that she [place = inline] no notion
did not know what position she was in ...
whether standing ... or sitting ... but the
mind ... what? ... lying? lying? ... ? ...
whether standing ... or sitting ... or lying ...
[0009] but the mind

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Segment 6

[0004] .. birth ... into this world ... vast place [place = supralinear] this world as a tiny
baby [place = margin left] little thing ... 5 pounds ... in a small [place = supralinear] remote [place = supralinear] godfor - ... ... what? ...
girl? ... tiny baby [place = supralinear] little girl ... into this ... vast
place
... in a small [place = supralinear] remote [place = supralinear] godforsaken hole ... in the bog ... named ...
what? what? ... no [place = margin left] the downs? ... no ... no! ... the bog! ...
small [place = surpalinear] remote [place = surpalinear] godforsaken hole in the bog ... named ... named ...
no matter [place = surpalinear] forgotten ...

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Segment 7

[0005] to parents unknown ... he having
vanished into ... thin air ... no sooner the
than in the locker done his ... devilish work ...
and she similarly ... 9 months later ... almost
to the minute ...
[0006] so no love ... such x [place = supralinear] as normally
showered on the newborn in ... speechless infant ...
in the home ... nor indeed for that matter ...
any of any kind ... at any subsequent ... time ...
so usual affair ... nothing worthy of note
[0007] till
till coming up to sixty this [place = supralinear] when ... what? ... sixty-five? ...

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Addition 1
KLE
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Addition 2
[0001] Stage in darkness but for
MOUTH, back [place = overwritten] upstage audience R, convenient level, faintly lit from close up
& below, as little as possible of rest of face, invisible microphones.

[0002] AUDITOR, frontdownstage audience L, tall upright figure enveloped
from head to foot in black djellaba, shown by attitude to be
facing diagonally across stage towards MOUTH, fully faintly lit,
dead still throughout except for single brief movement where indicated
Ligh Stage light on when curtain up & unchanged throughout.
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Addition 3
[0003] As house lights down voice unintelligible behind
curtain. House lights out. Voice continues unintelligible
behind curtain, 10 seconds. As curtain rises
... birth [place = surpalinear] ... into
this world ... birth [place = surpalinear] ... into this world ... ad lib
leading when curtain fully up
into
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Addition 4
little thing
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Addition 5
the downs? ... no
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Date 1
PARIS
20.3.72
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Doodle 1
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