Samuel Beckett
Digital Manuscript Project
Not I / Pas moi

MS-UoR-1227-7-12-1

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Segment 1

[0004] birth into the this world ... this world ... of a small tiny
baby boy or girl in a small ... what? ... girl? ... []vast place ...[...
xxx pllace]
... birth then into this ... []vast place of a tiny
a small baby girl in a small place hole in the lowlands on the coast
by the name of named in the [downs] bog
named ... what? .. the [xxx xxx] downs?
no ... no! ... the [downs] bog! ... small hole in
the downs bog named ... named ... no matter ...

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[0005] to parents unknown ... he having vanished
into thin air months after into thin air no sooner
done his devilish work and she similarly nine
months later almost to the minute ...
[0006] no love then
such as usually normally lavished on the newborn ...
in the [home] ... nor indeed for that matter any
of any kind at any subsequent time ... usual
affair then ... nothing particular to note worthy of mention ...

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Segment 3

[0007] till coming up to sixty this ... what? ...
sixty-five? ... [my God] ... coming up to 65 ...
walking in a field with [her] my youngest grandchild
[looking] searching for cowslips to make a ball ... when suddenly
all went out ... all that []early [A]pril morning light ...
and she I found hermyself in the dark ...

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[0008] without
feeling as it were of any kind and if not
exactly insentient ... insentient for she I
could still hear the buzzing in her my ears ...
so loosely []so called ... and a ray of light came and
went ... came and went ... [beam] of [the] moon such as the moon sheds drifting ...
in & out of cloud ... but so reduced ...

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[0008] sensation ... sensation so reduced that she no [notion]
did not know what position she was in ...
whether standing ... or sitting ... [but] the
mind ... what? ... [lying?] lying? ... ? ...
whether standing ... or sitting ... or lying ...
[0009] but the mind

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Segment 6

[0004] .. birth ... into this world ... vast place this world as a tiny
baby little thing ... 5 pounds ... in a small remote godfor [-] ... ... what? ...
girl? ... tiny baby little girl ... into this ... [vast
place]
... in a small remote godforsaken hole ... in the bog ... named ...
what? what? ... no the downs? ... no ... no! ... the bog! ...
small remote godforsaken [hole] in the bog ... named ... named ...
no matter forgotten ...

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Segment 7

[0005] to parents unknown ... he having
vanished into ... thin air ... no sooner [the ]
than in the [locker] done his ... devilish work ...
and she similarly ... 9 months later ... almost
to the minute ...
[0006] so no love ... such [x] as normally
[showered] on the newborn in ... speechless infant ...
in the home ... nor indeed for that matter ...
any of any kind ... at any subsequent ... time ...
so usual affair ... nothing worthy of note
[0007] till
till coming up to sixty this when ... what? ... sixty-five? ...

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Addition 1
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Addition 2
[0001] Stage in darkness but for
MOUTH, [back][up]stage audience R, convenient level, faintly lit from close up
[&] below, as little as possible of rest of face, invisible microphone[s.]

[0002] AUDITOR, [front]downstage audience L, [tall] upright figure enveloped
from head to foot in black djellaba, shown by attitude to be
facing diagonally across stage towards MOUTH, fully faintly lit,
dead still throughout except for single brief movement where indicated
[Ligh] [S]tage light on when curtain up & unchanged throughout.
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Addition 3
[0003] As house lights down voice unintelligible behind
curtain. House lights out. Voice continues unintelligible
behind curtain, 10 seconds. As curtain rises
... birth ... into
this world ... birth ... into this world ... ad lib
leading when curtain fully up
into
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Addition 4
little thing
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Addition 5
the downs? ... no
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Date 1
PARIS
20.3.72
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Doodle 1
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