Samuel Beckett
Digital Manuscript Project
L'Innommable / The Unnamable

MS-HRC-SB-5-9-2

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[1450] public place, why go to all this trouble to
show off my head, artistically illuminated
from dusk to midnight?
[1451] You may say that
that nothing matters but the result is all that
matters.
[1452] Another thing.[1453] This woman has never
spoken to me, as far as I know.
[1454] If [I say]
[I have said a]
[to say xxx I] I should have said
[xxx] anything to the contrary, I was mistaken.

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[1455] [If] If I should do so again, I shall be
mistaken again.
[1456] Unless I am mistaken
now.
[1457] Into the dossier with it in any case,
in support of whatever thesis you like.
[1458] Never
an affectionate word, never a reprimand.
[1459] For fear of drawing people's attention to me?
[1460] Or [lest] the mirage should be illusion should be
dispelled?

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[1461] To sum up,[1462] the time is at hand when
my only believer must deny me.
[1463] Nothing has
happened.
[1464] The lanterns have not been lit.
[1465] Is it the same evening?[1466] Perhaps dinner [time]
is over.
[1467] [M] Perhaps Marguerite has come and
gone, come again and gone again, in her
usual way, without my having noticed it.

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[1468] Perhaps I have blazed with all my usual
brilliance, for hours on end, all unsuspecting.
[1469] And yet something has changed.[1470] The night is
not an ordinary night.
[1471] Not because I see no
stars, it is not often I see a star, far off
in the depths of the [narrow] sliver of sky I
command.
[1472] Not because I do not see anything,
not even the railings, that has often happened.

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[1473] Not because of the silence either, it is a silent
place, at night.
[1474] And I am half deaf.
[1475] It is not the first time that I prick up my ears
in vain, for the muffled noise of the stables.
stables' muffled sounds.
[1476] All of a sudden a horse
will neigh.
[1477] Then I'll know that nothing has
changed.
[1478] Or I'll see the lantern of the watch-
man, swinging a[t] knee level, in the yard.

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[1479] I must be patient.[1480] It is cold, this morning it
snowed. And yet I don't feel the cold air on my
head.
[1481] Perhaps I am still under the tarpaulin,
perhaps she [put] put it over me again, for fear
of more snow during the night, while I was
meditating.
[1482] But that sensation I so love,
of the tarpaulin weighing on my head, is
lacking too. []
[ADDITION]Addition on page 15vHas my head lost all feeling? Did
I have a fit of apoplexy, while I was
meditating? I don't know. []

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[1486] I shall possess my soul in patience,
without any [xxx] more questions, on the qui vive.
[1487] Hours have passed, it [must] must be day[br]
again, nothing has changed, I hear nothing.
[1488] I put them before their responsibilities, perhaps
they have let me go.

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[1489] For this feeling [xx] of
being entirely enclosed, and yet nothing
touching me, is new.
[1490] The sawdust no longer
presses against my stumps, I don't know where
I end.
[1491] I left it yesterday, Mahood's world,
the street, the eating-house, the butchery, the
statue and, through the railings, the sky
like a slate pencil.
[1492] I shall never hear again

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