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[0569] And all alone, well hidden, I have played the fool, all alone, for hours on end, motionless, often standing, spellbound, groaning.
[0570] That's right, groan.
[0571] I was not able to play.
[0572] I |
[0597]
light towards an inaccessible
[0605] The market.
[0606] The
[0609] The peasants.
[0610] His visits to the peasants.
[0611] I can't.
[0612] Assembled in the |
[0616] I have
[0625] I see |
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[0651] I shall say, I can hear myself saying it, Item, a little packet, soft, and light as a feather, tied up in newspaper. [0652] It will be my little mystery, my very own. [0653] Perhaps it is a lack of rupees. [0654] Or a lock of hair. DOODLE 11
[0655] I |
[0676] My body does not yet make up its mind.
[0677] |
[0697] new to me.
[0698] I think they are probably in my back.
[0699] They have a kind of rhythm, they have even a kind of little tune.
[0700] They are bluish.
[0701] How all that is bearable, my god.
[0702] My head is almost facing the wrong way, like a bird's.
[0703] I part my lips, now I have the pillow in my mouth, I feel it against my tongue, my gums.
[0704] |
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[0738] |
[0743] event of which is |
[0760] The son, or heir, was a great strapping lad with terrible teeth. [0761] Edmund.
[0762] The farm.
[0763] The farm was in a hollow, inundated in winter and in summer
[0768] Strange to relate |
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